Climbing out of dispair...

I have no words.... [img]graemlins/wilted.gif[/img]

Thank you all for the kind words. They mean so much. My sister will be forever in my heart and
a part of who I am. I believe we'll see each other again.. in time..and that will be a good day.

I'm terribly sorry to hear of your loss, DP. My thoughts and good wishes go to you and yours.

man, Im really, really sorry to hear that. Im the youngest sibling of 3, and know how strong a bond can be, I cant even imagine how you're feeling, you have my deepest condolences [img]frown.gif[/img]

Ron, I know your pain. I was best friends with my sister and the day she died completely unexpected. I still havent gotten over the loss and cannot even speak her name.

I am so sorry for your loss my friend. it takes a while for the pain to ease, but it does. try and remember those good times, try and keep her love alive with your family. remember that she loved you and wouldnt want you to suffer and keep feeling bad. she would rather have you not go on being down. it will take a while, but if you keep that in mind it might help. maybe plant a flowering tree in your back yard in memory of her and every spring it flowers it can remind you of her wonderful life and the love only a brother and sister had.

if you need anything, remember, I've gone through this by the unexpected death of my sister years back. you can contact me if you need to talk about her or how you feel. I wish you the best and your family the same. stay strong, remember the good times, let the pain ease as she would want, and I hope the best for you all.

Thank You..all.
Chaser, I remembered you telling of that before.
I remember thinking how tough that must of been.
I never could have known though..until now.
But you are absolutely right, she would not want to see me down and out. She'd want me to continue on with the gifts she gave to me.
She would also want me to not just be an "in law" to her husband, but a brother. So that's what I am, and will continue to be.
Again, thanks for all the kindness..it's really good to be back here.

I am so sorry for you and your family Ron. Let me/us know if there is anything we can do.

Thanks Rich. The kindness here has made such a difference in my mood. [img]smile.gif[/img]

Im sorry to hear Ron..you have my condolenses. and I wish you and your family the best take care.

Mac ..

condolences, DP.